I guess those undergoing a diploma for any design course probably
feeling the pressure especially with the countless assignments you are given,
and you're there scrolling your instagram or facebook on your
cheat periods and thinking how some people are so free, rich and shit,
like you want to be like them, at least the freedom but you just can't,
yet, you just continue to become a slave and continuously have to swallow
down bad critiques time after time. That's bad living. I'm in it, too.
But sometimes wonder, is it really worth it? Will my future really depends
on these sleepless nights, will I use these work I am doing now and apply
it in any case in future? I am pretty sure not everything, yet we
simply do things are actually harmful to us just for the sake of the piece of
paper certificate and also for the amount of money you've put in it.

Damn, I am pretty disgusted at myself already at how low I've went.